Wednesdays

I love Wednesdays ;v;
They are my favorites. Why? because I get to go to my friends' house and have an epic fellowship type thing with them. We all play games and stuff and the highlight is when it get's REALLY late, and we all play Infection (which I will go into).

Yesterday was Wednesday :D I wish tomorrow was too.
Last night, we played Sandman for a little while until it just sort of died. if you don't know, Sandman is where one person is it, and they keep their eyes closed ad try to tag people. If they say 'sandman' and someone is on the ground (we're all on the playground) then that person is it.
Then some other neighborhood boys came along and requested we all play football. I just sort of tried, and eventually (in a matter of hours really) I learned how to play =D
I got really irritated at the fact that really, the boys ran the show. Most of them didn't think that I could even run with it or catch it. One or two did though :) But the others were like, no, you can't catch the ball.
Not even after I made a touchdown (I think I did okay there, a ball from our team came out of nowhere and I caught it and I ran with it and ran far). My gosh.
Well, no i know how to play it so I hope I get to play next time! I just hope I make the team of the people who will throw it to me.
I also love to tackle. It's so like BODYSLAM and then you crash into someone.
Though I got a few complaints on my long nails. I'll have you know that I'm no delicate flower here, my nails don't break easy. That also goes for my hair; even my rough brush can't tear it to bits.
xD

After people were blindly throwing the ball because it was too dark (bats were flying around too), we decided to round up for Infection. In general, it's a zombie game where there's one or two zombies, depending on how many people are playing, and they wait like 30 seconds for everyone to get going. We have two blocks to play on, and the zombie has to go around and try to tag the people. Once they tag someone (it's not easy, especially if the humans decide to grab bikes) that person is also a zombie and is on their team.
I've been a zombie lots of times, and trust me, it's fun either way. I've caught people on bikes as well as on foot. I can run fairly fast I suppose.
But I agree with a few of my friends. It's really fun to run (unless you just ate something really sugary, uhg x_x). I survived because of them. One of my friends just really knows his way around, I'd die if he wasn't around xD my speed can't save me all the time.
It was so fun.
I just want to go there every day.
I don't even think they'd mind, and to think; we'd live five minutes away if we never moved ;o;
Win some lose some. At least we get to see them a lot still ^^

Anyways, more about recently.
I have eaten crap for the last several days. Nothing healthy for breakfast, than that STUPID class, then either I'd skip lunch after grabbing a donut or ice-cream at the place next to the Driver's school, or I'd make lunch at home and skip dinner and just eat chips or something when i got hungry.
It really affected Wednesday, I was lagging x-x

good thing my dad came home from his travelling job today, or I'd be too lazy to so stuff xD it's sad to say.

Also, I got my CD today ^o^ I love the song. I'm still paranoid my mom would want to listen to the song I wanted on there, but there was no visible Parental Guidance sticker. Lucky for me.

I've also been attempting to drive about my neighborhood with our car. I HATE how touchy the pedals are. One tap and it zooms like a beast. I've gotten better but I still fail at stopping and hugging my lane when I turn. I feel SO not ready for the real road :/

I feel so lazy. I don't even feel like putting my hair up, my bed is unmade, and I have stuff laying around.
Yesterday made ALL my muscles SO sore. I feel like bruised, all over. Especially my arms for some reason, though I woke up with SO many leg pains ;_;

Well, I should really get to responding to my friend Stacy. I feel bad for not getting back to her!

Jellyfish, signing out.

Weedwhackers

I got my temps yesterday!

after class I (rather crabbily) went with my mom. My crankiness was relieved when we stopped at Subway and I got my favorite thing: foot long Italian non-toasted sub with turkey, provolone cheese, pickles, lettuce, green peppers and a touch of mayo. I also got a Sprite. 

After that we went to the DMV, where I went in, got my picture taken (which oddly enough just turned out okay) and got my learning licence. The lady who served us was CREEPY. She had a loose, big dirty pored face with these red things around her mouth, and a big man-nose, and huge thick glasses. To top it all off she had her long, witchy, wiry grey hair up in a half-ponytail up on the top of her head.

Ew.

So this morning my mom, eager as she is to take me out, drove me to a cemetery so I could get some practice. 

Eventually I did pretty great for a beginner. 

I didn't know that the signals were on the same rod and I hit the wipers once trying to put on the right signal xD

I had to go up on the curb to get around some weird guy with a weedwhacker as well. 

Speaking of that, I was watching Third Rock From The Sun last night, and it was one of the FUNNIEST episodes EVER. Harry was trying to scare Tommy and Alissa, and he was outside their house in black with a stocking over his head, dancing with a weedwhacker HAHAHAHAHA it was SO funny!

Anyways, I'm too crabby right now to write much, hopefully later I'll be on.

Yet another more stressful post

My mom is not easy to work with.
Mostly because she's overworked. I'm so sick of it though. We're ALL overworked.
She's so unreasonable sometimes. I'm so tired of her, I just need to get away.
I wish she could really appreciate me, I wish that she was happy with the stuff I try to do to help her out.
She just doesn't. It's just another thing I did wrong or didn't finish altogether, even if it meant that I washed dishes and let them sit in the rack to dry, well there's the complaint that she has to put them away.
I'm so tired of her.
Something that people will eventually realize is that my mom and I don't match.
We never have been that close.
Close, though, as in living close together.
But we don't exactly like eachother a lot of the time.
I bet right now she's mad at me. I bet she's thinking about how bad or wrong I've been, and I even bet she wishes I was somewhere far away.
She never takes a breath to see what her kids have become, or what they've done, or...or how hard we've tried.
I'm not trying to make her look bad or me to look good, but right now I wish she was more reasonable.
I'm so depressed about it right now.
It won't be long until I'm gone.
I'll be out of here.
She won't know what happened but it will have and maybe then, when I'm not doing all the things I try to do for her, she'd realize how much I did do.
I'm so stressed, frustrated...not even Korn can fix this.
I think I'll linger in the bathroom, just try to fix the only thing that will make anyone happy, which is myself, my face, my hair...
And then, I'll hide in a shield of blankets, mull things over, and probably have a disturbingly violent daydream that doesn't include parents.
;_;
Uhg. I have the lump in my throat.
I wish my mom could see it all.
I wish she understood me. I wish everything I said wasn't a sass, and that everything I do wasn't wrong, and that any time I take to do things wasn't planned wrong.
I'm wrong.
Everything about me is wrong.
I'll never be the person my mom wants me to be.
No one sees it.
Only I do.
Not candy, or Korn, or Disturbed, or Corrosion on Conformity, or anything on my iPod, or any of my video games, or any more snacks, not even soda, not even soda with ice cream, not even pepperoni or chocolate crackers in milk, or cereal...not my iPod touch or being on the computer will help me. I can't even write my book anymore without feeling like a failure. To my mom, I'm a bad student, I don't like to read and that makes her dislike me more, to her I'm irritating and everything I say is wrong...I'm just a failure. Nothing will make mom see the good.
I can't even remember the last time she noticed.
I'm so upset.
I hope she can't find me on this blog. I just want to be alone. i wish there was a friend or something here to make me feel better.
I just want to curl up in my room for a long time. I just want to go on my swing set, with my iPod, with things I want, and just relax. I want my mom to go all day to some place where she wouldn't be bringing home bags of stuff or coming home and having to make dinner, or coming back worrying about something...

I just don't belong. I'm never right. My mom doesn't see the good. If she does, she must just think it's the way I'm supposed to be.

I think I'll TRY and relax. I need some help.
gosh, I wish I was with my friends.
I wish I was at Saveland park with Oliver and Kari and Sarah, and he other kids David, Mariah, Luke, Johanna, Zach, Ethan, Gabe, and others like Stephie. I want to be in their basement watching them kill zombies or be weird with them, or eat cookies out in the park with them, or climb all over stuff, and chase people in a crazy chase that makes us be zombies...and all be together in their house with their adorable dog darting between people...I could just die for that right now... and I wish I was with Stacy. I wish Maria was here with her constant smile....her jokes and her laughs...I wish I could be happy all the time like her.
I don't even get gym class anymore.
I'm so lonely. I'm so depressed. I'm so stressed. I feel like I've done SO much work.
I wish there was someone here.



A very droopy blue jellyfish...going to hide under blankets :C

One Vivid Dream/Nightmare

I had this totally awesome wild scary intimidating nightmare last night!

So, we were staying at a hotel (my mom and I, and Gemma was there too) that was half hotel, and half my lower floor of my house. The outside had huge steps covered in large reject statues by Michelangelo. People said he made them but no one liked them so there they sat. I accidentally knocked them over being a klutz. All of a sudden they were seemingly small so I picked them all up and put them on our dryer to be glued. In the process, I found this awesome rare stone arm, and after showing it to my mom she pretended it was no big deal but ran off with it to sell it, and I redeemed myself. Meanwhile, Gemma was very upset about the statues and she really felt oddly towards me for some strange reason.

Later on I realized my favorite part of being at a hotel was the pool. After thinking I already saw it, I went looking for it. I saw signs for it posted but it just seemed to lead to random places where there was no pool, or there wouldn't be another sign guiding me to the pool. Finally I went into our kitchen that molded into a huge awesome restaurant that sort of looked like the Basilica in Milwaukee. At the far end of it (that wasn't as far as it seemed) where the stairs to the organ were, there was a long painting of a beach at the bottom of the wall. There was a rather obvious square in it, and I realized it was a hidden closet. The only thing in there was a trapdoor, and the little room that had it was as wide as the picture but only went back like two and a half feet. I smiled as I realized that was the pool door, and opened it. And it turned to horror. I realized why I rejected the pooli the first place. The trapdoor replaced a ceiling tile to a room below. There was a pool, surrounded by greening, awful tiles. I swear the room was light but there was no light in it. The pool was rectangular, and...it was green. There was stuff in it. You couldn't see the bottom. The more you looked at it the scarier it got as it started to splash up at you, and you were in the ceiling above it. I screamed and closed the door to see  two people down there. I showed my mom and she guess it was the staff pool and they already had to clean so much and they didn't care. The two people down there were my Driver's ed teacher and this one old fat guy who sits behind us in mass. They duplicated and duplicated, and came up the stairs. The hotel was my house. They were coming up the basement stairs. Somehow on the way they acquired knight costumes. One of them (one of the duplicated Driver's Ed teachers) headed towards our mudroom with his knight costume on, holding a two handled rocking cooking knife with the intent to kill my sister with it. My sister was outside on her motor scooter but as he was going to open the door, she came in (also donned in knight armor). She wasn't afraid but was annoyed when he rocked the knife on her. All the weirdos disappeared when my dream changed.

I was going out. I had my temps. I got Quinny in the car, and I left forgetting all about having a parent in the car. The road was crazy, maniac drivers were everywhere. One blue SUV made a sharp un-signaled U-turn RIGHT in front of me, other people were racing, crashing...and I realized I had no real licence so I frantically raced of to the woods and the roads in there.I came across a double train track, run by the zoo there, and the trains came and went every twenty seconds. Once on passed you had to race to get across.
Then my brakes failed, but I figured out somehow I activated 'iPod control' and the brakes only worked if I held down the play-pause button on my iPod. I was slipping closer to the tracks that were shaking with trains, and my fingers were too sweaty for the iPod. Finally one passed and I JUST missed the other one. I fell out of my car and my iPod was short-signaled so i could work the car. I finally caught it in the woods and we got to a parking lot. I pulled into this large Hobby-Lobby/Rogan's Shoes type brown boxy ugly building. It had 'K  &  K' spaced far apart on it in brown letters, and it was a mix of a Sentry shopping center and KFC. The lot was pretty sparce because people didn't like the chicken. I got my little brother out and we went back to the woods. I took a closer look at the awful tracks, and there were swings over them. I got my brother over them, and he waited as I tried the swings. They were unreasonably high and the trains ran underneath them. I got down quickly. Lots of black people and little babies swung on them. There were two very very ice black ladies who I somehow recognized from some nonexistent award-winning cooking show. They wanted me to swing with them but I lost sight of my brother and had to run. I found him dangerously climbing on two big, fallen Millager's semi trucks. I squealed and jumped on the thing and rescued him. I wondered what they were for but perhaps they explained why the forest floor two miles surrounding them was coated in bright tulips.
Ahead were the Botanical gardens (how on earth did I travel so far?), so I wandered in the sun with my brother there, feeling lost, stressed, and worried about everything. I didn't even have a phone I knew no-one. If anyone found out I didn't have a real licence, what would they do? I had a baby with me! I was worried but I ran into my other brother and sister, and they treated this as normal. They said they walked there (again with the travelling thing). So I told them that it would be dark soon and we couldn't sit there forever, so we tried finding the car. We found a short route around the trains and the whole block was full of the same brown buildings, only with different names. After crying, I spotted  K   &   K across the block after going through tons of parking lots. Apparently people only used the lot for being stupid delinquents in, and I saw some teenagers smashing cars and smoking and drinking. I rushed my siblings past them and almost screamed when I saw a policeman across the lot. there were a few scattered cars and lots of shopping cart stations, and the rather young police guy was totally bored as he chained up cars and carts ad then unchained them. hurriedly I explained to the kids that I was supposed to have a licence and not to let anyone know I only had temps. the bored police wandered over (why wasn't he after those delinquents?!), and was real nice as he shot the breeze. Was asked me if the car was mine. I said yes real hesitantly. Then he asked me if it was comfortable, and I said yes again. I tried my fastest to get my baby brother in his seat, and he helped as my sister was talking rather obviously about how I was a /senior/ already and stuff. Finally I got in nervously and was just about to get out of there when he halfheartedly asked me if I had a licence. I showed him my temps in defeat, and he raised an eyebrow and I quickly made up that my dad was in the store and he would be there in a minute. He pepped up and pointed at the (half lit) store and asked me if he should go get him. He didn't even ask as to what my dad looked like. I said SURE really nicely and as soon as he went in I sped off.
Of course that's where I woke up, but it was long, vivid, and scary D:

:[) Maybe you can interpret this thing. xD

Babysitting/Party

My parents go out every weekend for their /romantic/ date type thing.
So I'm stuck for may hours with a 8 year old obnoxious boy, a rather physical 12 year old girl, and a 2 year old baby boy who could run several cars on his energy.

My usual routine is to blast the rock music I wouldn't dare play around my parents (turning down my stereo all the way when something not-so-good is said) ad having the kids run in circles.
Geez. I move like a maniac myself. When my music plays I'm like a snake all over the kitchen xD
I made fishsticks and mashed potatoes with corn for them all. The little one didn't eat much as per usual (he loads up on juice in the middle of the day :[ and HE complains when we change him). We would've taken the easy way out ad just dumped applesauce into bowls but after pulling several soggy peels out of the bowl earlier (I unfortunately choked on one when i was eating instead of being lucky enough to just spot it)...but we just made corn. My other brother cracked joke after joke on how we were listening to Korn while eating corn :L

After I broke my back cleaning and unloading the dishwasher and loading it and washing pans, and scrubbing the stove and all the counters and the table and packing away the leftovers, I finally flopped down with the little guy.
Of course Obnoxious number eight broke out into a fight.
I'm sick of putting out details, as I just got through with explaining with my parents what happened.
But after a fight that forced me to close the windows, I managed to herd the children into their jammies and brush their teeth (minus my sister of course).

And my parents came home, thank the Lord.

So after all it was a pretty long, wholesome day.


A few other words I'd like to push upon you all (though if you're reading this you're most likely the only person here if even) would be that the other day, I tallied how many times my Driver's Ed teacher said out there. I counted 42 times during a 2 hour long lecture.
Wow. xD
Also, I just realized I have many seasons in my room. I have Christmas lights on my fan and shelves, and Easter lights on my mirror, and heart lights on my window on the side.
I just need some Halloween and patriotic stuff and I'm all set xD
Though, around Halloween I totally re-do everything besides the Christmas lights.
I have SO much Halloween stuff. ^^

And, more of a personal note, I have no ideas for my blank bulletin board :C so far anything I've done was to put my art on my walls and hand all my millions of necklaces from them, but the board stays empty.
If I felt more at ease with printing stuff out on the computer, I'd print some stuff out.
I need to Google some ideas.

Anyways, Ill be back one last time today with my rather freaky dream.
If you're nice you'll totally crawl through it and tell me what you think *intimidating puppy eyed stare*.

wahAhahaHAhahAHAHHHhAAAA.
That was my shift key. It was supposed to be all caps. remember that it hardly works, so if you see any 'i's instead of 'I's, that's it's fault, not chatspeak @_@

BE RIGHT BACK

I should be getting ready

I need to go to church really soon x3 but I'm lingering over my laptop.
Today wasn't half as bad as I thought it would be, seriously.
Plus I look really cute today /so modest/.
I have been wearing like 90 percent less makeup, only on my eyes now, because I'm starting to get better. Thank you God so much for making my face work for summer, and keep it on :D

I'm SO excited for this coming Wednesday. I get to see my friends! We're getting really close, just by having our weekly party.
I miss them all so much, they were all on vacation for the last two weeks.
What happens is this; we get there and say hi and stuff, and we usually go in the house until people come or are outside a while, and there are usually like five boys or more and (including me) six girls at least. We all go on the playground across from their house and play Sandman (a game of blind tag only if they say sandman and you're on the woodchips you're automatically it). When it gets dark, a game of zombie Infection ensues. I LOVE IT ALL. Plus i can be my weird old self.
Super excited.
;_; I need them right now, I'm friend deprived feeling at the moment.

Also I was worried about my weight (pssssh) because I felt so heavy (ok you caught me, I ate a whole box of sweetarts), but I can't get higher than 106 pounds. I've been that heavy for ages now. I'm underweight but healthy :3

Also I have a new addcition: breath spray xD I spray that thing all the time. I need to get to the dollar store and get more.

I think I'll post later, I'm talkative and my friends really have't been online ;_;
Except Stacy. I TOTALLY need to get back to her. I probably look like a lousy friend D:

Jellyfish signing out just for now.

Heavy Metal Moment

Irk.
Tomorrow is our usual chore day...but my parents have this whole idea of 'complete house clean up' with the intent of 'getting the house back in shape' even though we clean every day.
So now we each have a million things to do though my parents assume this total idea that we do absolutely nothing every day.
Really, if they hid a camera on each of us, their eyes may be opened.

Know what I need? I need them to stop screaming and to hear Jonathan Davis scream at me in my iPod instead.
That's a load better.

Now that I got hooked on the topic of music, i was listening to Pandora radio on my Korn channel the other day. I heard this AWESOME song. It was some sort of tribute to a dead singer of a band named Snot. It was that band, Jonathan Davis, some people from Slipknot, and many other people. Awesome tribute album.
Guess what? It's not on iTunes.
Just my luck. So I looked on eBay and found out it was insanely cheap for an album. One dollar with 2.89 shipping. I'm really happy about it! Only one problem that still irks me...they sold a clean version AND the real one. Knowing Pandora radio and YouTube you can assume that the clean version...usually never gets played. Though I searched relentlessly for a sample of the clean one but found nothing. It was a big decision but I didn't want to have holes in the songs (I wasn't sure if they would just pick anything wrong out or mold it into another word) so I just got the regular. Hopefully the 'mature content label' won't stir questions with my mom. I'm sad to say that I hear that kind of stuff regularly. It's not like I swear myself. I'm sadder to say that I hear those outside to the music world a lot as well, and I don't get out with friends as much as I should :P --hints--

Well anyways besides being dead through Driver's Ed after learning what all the signs are for the third time, I'm making good progress in it all. I have the forms to get my temps. So when my mom will finally get the time to just drive there, I can get them. She's motivated because I told her that another girl already got them and drove to the place with her mom already. I won't get them until Monday though, but I'm still very cheerful about it :D

And to leave you all with a slightly unsettled feeling in your stomachs...this awful pressure destroying my toe (it was a simple toe infections - I wear Converse as soon as I wake up until I go to bed) is starting to leave as it got so bad that when I pressed on it last night, it leaked :D how wonderfully ladylike. at least when it's all finished I can finally cut the dang thing and paint my nails. My toenails aren't my prettiest feature xD

It's not like people even read this.
I totally blocked this place from penetrating eyes.

Jellyfish, signing out.

Dollar Tree

After driver's ed today (which I will go into extreme detail about momentarily) we went everywhere.
We had to drive PAST our house (mom wouldn't let me get out D:) and went to the Dollar Tree across town. Half an hour drive. I didn't like it until we got there. I swear the people there thought we were crazy or SOMETHING. Teresa and I did all this stupid stuff, like having head jousts with big party hats and throwing tons of candy into the cart when mom wasn't looking and pretending to disgustingly make out with a twilight-themed box of candy hearts (*pukes*). It was really fun though.

I can now PERFECTLY mimic my dear new piano teacher after being with her less than a year. She has a sweet, loud voice and a heavy Canadian accent.

So at drivers ed today, with the usual kids =_=, we learned tons about situations and roundabouts and other things like that.
I swear, if I had a dollar for every time our driver's ed teacher said "Out there" as in "So you're going to need to keep your low beams on if the cars on the other side are 500 feet away out there," I'd be rolling in money.
the best part was I crossed something out that wasn't supposed to be crosses out on me 3001 form, and he gave me a new one. I screwed up other things too, good thing I got to fix them. I misspelled February and put 'dishwater blond' as my hair xC Good thing I as able to fix that.

I might make this place completely private someday, just to be able to spill my best thoughts to myself.
But no matter about that.
I probably won't.

Jellyfish, signing off.

Korn

Korn is my top favorite band.
I don't recommend just going on YouTube or whatever and trying to listen to them.
Korn is the most unpredictable metal band there is. Each song is different (sometimes majorly depending which album) and equally weird. Plus the fact I'm not too sure about lots of their songs...but I just know they're very catchy C:
I love them. I finally found MY kind of music.

Meanwhile, I have officially analyzed each Driver's Ed classmate of mine.
There are the two or three mature girls who take everything seriously, like me, though they are quiet.
There are the five or six giggly girls you just know come all from the same public school. They all wear the same thing; those loose pants or shorts with the wording on their butts and the volleyball tees, and the ponytails with the headbands.
There are two HUGE men-boys who barely fit in their seats with the underwear showing.
There's the kid who texts under his desk nonstop.
and then there's me.
Makes me wonder who really is going to pass.

I'm upset that I won't get my real licence until DECEMBER ;o; But I'll get my temps this weekend. I can drive with a parent and immediate family members. That's good.
The whole thing is dizzyingly complicated.

But tonight is piano lessons and I'm totally unprepared even though I haven't gone for ages.

Jellyfish, signing out.

Can Silly Putty be bleached?

I'd personally love to know if bleaching silly putty would work. I want to use it for halloween cosmetic purposes (I always plan ahead - we're zombies this year).

Halloween is my FAVORITE holiday. I go way overboard in my room with the decorations. Last year I found a particularly scary yet tasteful branch, still holding onto a bunch of black, crisp leaves. It was haunting. I put orange, green, and purple lights on it and finished it off by tying ghosts made of tissues on it. It was beautiful. i did more; I'm no Martha Stewart here but I LOVE decorating.

I'm 16 but I'm not giving up the trick or treat yet. I eat all the candy I get (unless I know my braces can't take it) and I love being out there at night in a weird costume. Get to know me and you know that I love everything about costumes.
This year my friends and I, and my sister, are all going as zombies. Being an acne-prone teenager who loves costumes has given me some makeup skill with this. I can't wait to black out around their eyes and use the silly putty to make weird ridges and stuff. I just need some fake fingernails as exposed teeth and cornstarch for the fake blood to have it all.

Some people might have scary costumes but the way we act in ours totally brings together our personalities. By acting out of control (in a controlled way, if you can understand me) we spooked lots of people last year.
Either that or we had a horrible candy high (which might have been the case of my sister who suffered her candy overdose over the toilet all the next day). But besides the Fourth of July were we sit on the road all day and set of tiny fireworks, halloween is totally my favorite.
-clears throat after speech, curtsies-

Jellyfish will be right back in a new, normal post.

Slush Puppies

I have no idea what this title is. I couldn't think of one D:
I AM wearing an awesome outfit today, I love it. it's a low, blue Slush Puppie tank with a darker blue tank under it and my favorite necklace and knee converse.

Today was my first day of Driver's ed. I had so much paperwork to fill out :S I am scared...because I think I screwed something up. That stupid carbon paper...it shows everything on the other side...and I sort of wrote something on top of it. Oops. If I got it wrong hopefully I ca re-try it. After the paperwork, it was pretty great. We watched a video on all sorts of situations that might come up. The scariest one was of protecting small children in cars, and they showed what would happen on (quite realistic) mannequin versions. I could've cried! The tapes were cool though, but I was surrounded by chittering little annoying teenaged girls who wouldn't be quiet. The oddest thing was across the room was my old tae kwo do master's son. xD But the whole thing was pretty good. I was able to answer all but one of the questions the TV gave out (in my mind) correctly. I hope this driving thing turns out to be okay. I hope I can drive by the end of these three weeks and have a real driver's license to prove it. I can think of so many places to go *D*

I have not been up on my art. I only have the capacity to draw one eye and then I'm done. I have many disappointed 'fans'.
I'm sorta bummed about stuff. I can't exactly post them but I know them in my mind...and I reeeeally wish I could.

This Retro Neopets site I love gets even better and better. I won several map 9 pieces (the rarest pieces of all) and random people gave me many beautiful paint brushes. My favorite pets of mine are Wendy, like the mother from the shining, Korn, a creepy pet to show my favorite band, and Laffy Taffy, one of the best candies.
It's so fun to play that. I don't really want to go back to the other site at all xD

Well, I'm going to play that now.

Jellyfish, signing out.

Ready to Rumble

Okay, so I re-did the banner, the fonts, the colors, the pictures and i also added lots of my art to the sidebar ^D^ this is OFFICIALLY the beginning of my blog *throws confetti*!

So to fill in this blankness that remains in my post, I'm going to post all my peeves.
I can't stand the word craft kit, pop music and most rap music, 11 and 12 year olds pretending their totally 'in' or 'popular' or 'teenaged', really cheap commercials, commercials that show exaggerated bad things in black and white, lame straight short ponytails with headbands, sickness, hamsters and guinea pigs and mice, and when things that are perfectly fine already like some of my favorite sites or shows are changed drastically.

But enough of that, I'm going to wrap it up with things I fall for exceptionally.
I love jellyfish (of course), dinosaurs, siamese cats, converse, corvettes, old pokemon, decorating, soda, eyes, drawing, music, rides, subtle yet adorable acts of love (both romantic or otherwise), seeing friends, warm nighttime walks, balloons, rock and metal music, big comforters, weird people, long funky necklaces, horror movies, swings, trees with big canopies, iPods, and road trips.

And now I'm going outside. To swing under trees with my iPod listening to metal.

Jellyfish, signing out.

Swimming out into a new life

This is my summer vacation.

But I don't expect it to be relaxing. This year, I'm beginning to swim my jellyfish self into the real world.
I'm 16, which means I learn to drive, get a job, and train for the SATs as if I were training for the olympics.

I'm scared and totally freaked out in excitement; tomorrow I start my driver's ed.
I've had so many wonderful and so many horrible driving dreams. I've wanted to drive for SO long. And here I am! I'll be driving my dad's precious (old) cranberry Voyager ^_^ with the smell of Six Flags and the comfy seats, the simple interior, the mold smelling AC, the Shaggy window cling, everything about that car I love. I can't wait. I can totally see myself driving. but when I think of driving my siblings...horror starts to build. I'm too afraid of killing them all D: But I haven't begun driving yet. Perhaps it's different than I imagine.

As for work, I am unsure of what will happen at the moment.
But my plan is to save little bits of money for a road trip in a few years. It would be a GREAT thing to do with my friends *_*

But as of now, I can only wait for tomorrow.


I'll be back later, for sure.
Jellyfish - signing out.

Jellyfishing

Well, now isn't this nice. My first post ever. I'm Rhiannon but on here, I prefer Jellyfish. It's much simpler. I love jellyfish, the downtown Racine is filled with shops that contain jellyfish decorations and beautiful jellyfish lamps. i have a few plush jellyfish hanging from my fan in my room - one red one from D.C. and one blue one from Hawaii. I plan on getting more of course. Ach. I've already rambled. You'll see a lot of that if you feel like reading my posts. Also, I'll probably tend to use smileys a lot, especially :D, =D, xD, x_x, @_@, :/, ^^, *_*, C:, :K, and probably a few more here and there. Bear with me, I'm a woman of expression. My shift key is rebellious so if you see uncapped 'i's here or there, it's not laziness or this so called 'chat speak'.

So, first I must say that this is the FIRST nice day for several days. Our family seemingly controls the weather because every time we get a chance to enjoy it, it spontaneously turns rainy and 40 degrees. Go figure. I enjoyed music on the swings for the last 2 hours, my favorite pastime. I mostly listened to Korn but some Stone Temple Pilots, Drowning Pool, Black Label Society, and the Offspring as well. it's crazy how time flies after you listen to like, twenty songs x_x All I have to say on the weather is that I don't think ANYONE in Wisconsin could believe in Global Warming ever again xD

Another thing I'm most excited to report is that I found this wonderful site. I'm a neopets junkie (and you must not make fun of me for I'm one of several hundred thousand other teenagers on the site as it's aimed towards older people) and the new neopets is really dragging me down. I found this place called RetroNeo (can't sign up anymore, registration's closed) and it's the OLD neopets site, fan made. It's delightful. All the neopets are unconverted and everything is cheap, and people are all nice.

I think I'm going to continue this rant/excited exclamation on my not-too-extraordinary life. This is more of a personal recount of stuff since I highly doubt anyone will see this (as I've hidden it from most of the web).


I love to draw. Truth is I hate being put upon and I have art requests. Thank you, building art fanbase. I jut can't seem to get them right. I can only do stuff if I don't exactly plan them.

I also love to play piano, I will post videos one of these days.


actually, I'm all talked out D:

This is Jellyfish, signing out.